Up All Night Again

I am really tired and like normal I can't sleep. I have not had a string of no sleep since I was diagnosed,  I hate being up until 7 or 8 in the morning just to wake up two hours later. It is like taking a bad power nap and that's all the sleep you get.  I was not as productive last night, I mostly just laid in bed and read.  Hoping I could sleep.  Then I had to get up, at 10 and go shopping with my mom because I had promised to  Now I do not usually mind shopping, unless I am in a store to long my back will start to ache, I will then get bitchy and leave.  I used to love shopping now I can only manage in and out trips. Other than not sleeping and the back ache nothing else really hurt.

So I have been diagnosed for a while...

I never realized how much I bitch, and  complain until I started to hurt.  I am sick of talking about it, I am sure the people around me like co-workers are getting just as sick of it as well.  I don't blame them.  So I will use this blog to complain, almost like a diary but of more complaining, which is what the Internet is best used for complaining, especially when there is nothing I or anyone else can do to make my pain go away. Like last night I was up until seven in the morning, even after taking 10mg of Ambient at 11pm.  I tried to sleep(laying in bed lights off) for 2 hours until I could not stand laying still any longer.

So I completely cleaned my closet out, I have a walk in closet but it is more like a step in because the attic stairs run through the closet. I live with my parents but have hopes of moving out soon. So I cleaned the closet out washed the floors and reorganized the clothes, shoes, purses. Going through picking which ones I want and which ones I didn't want any longer. I then moved all my hope chest(dreams of my own place) stuff  into the closet, I was surprised how much stuff actually fitted into the closet. I was finished at 7, so I decided to try to go back to bed since I didn't have to be at work till 5pm.  It took about a half an hour and I was finally asleep. Then of course some one calls me at 9 in the morning.  Then I was up.  I usually get pain in my back and arms, sometimes other places.  It was horrible I hadn't had an all nighters since before I was diagnosed. I go to the doctors on Monday so hopefully I can get some help with that.